18th Novemeber 2007
woke up reali late ytd & i make pizza for myself.. Went dwn to pasir ris to look for joann, den train-ed down to somerset to look for ade & co.. when im on the way dwn, baby call-ed me & we had a real big conflict.. He claims that im owaes town-in & i owaes meet guys up.. But BABY i reali want to tell you that i nv, ever since you told me that you dun like & i had nv been doing it ady reali.. I want noting but baby you to trust me.. I know i betray you before & it reali hurt you.. But i ady change reali.. I know im nv the perfect one in yr heart no matter wad i do & its difficult for you to trust me & forget bout everything.. Please promise me that dun ever sae that word again.. it reali hurts alot..

i dont wish to mmention anything anymore, after all everything will be fine am i right? I guess..

19th November 2007
i woke up at 12pm today, had pizza again for lunch.. Took out a sick of ciggerate & lighted it up as im craving for it.. Stared at my hp, woundering if baby will drop me a call.. doing nothing for the whole day, switch on the television but end up playing with the controler, keep on changing the channels.. OMG i dont even know wat im doing.. Baby finally called, and had a short chat with me, he told me that while he's doing his life firing, he burn-ed his fingers, end up having serious blister on his fingers.. Heart pain.. End the conversations by telling me that he gg to see the medic & promise will call-ed me again..

2 or 3 hours ltr baby realli call-ed but i cant reali remember the timing.. I told baby that i will be meeting joann for dinner at parkway.. He apologise to me bout wad happen ytd, he somehow ask me to forgive him & dun angry.. I told him that im not angry anymore.. He say that he miss me alot, i miss you alot too baby..

Stupid medic onli give baby some ice & a plaster to apply on his hand.. Stupid..

Anyway think im goanna stop here as now ady 1.10am & i feeling quite sleepy now so this means that i should get some sleep.. If not i dont think i would have the energy to work later on..

Baby must remember your promise to me ok..

I know NS life make me & you had lesser time for each othe, but no matter wad we will still be in one another mind every single moment am i right? Me & you will owaes work hard for our future correct..

Before i sign off i jus wanna say that i miss you lots BABY although its only 4 more days for you to be back in my arms i still miss you badly..